a new season
Wow. A new season is on the horizon. By the calendar, it is January 1st. But by nature, winter is now turning over to give way to spring. The winter solstice has come and gone, and our rebirth is at our heels. The moments of sunlight become longer, as we move into a new time in the earths rotation and into a new season. This past time, 2009, seemed to fly by. It came and went without warning or excuse. To examine what was left in its wake is a daunting task. In essence, what have I done, or what has happened to me?
I completed a novel this year. For me, this was the single most important accomplishment this year. It felt as though I created a thing that wanted to be created, that asked and begged to come into existence. But at the same time, as this triumph hangs high, the weight of my procrastination looms. I do not write daily, at least not toward my novels and short stories. It is meditation that allows me to remain centered around this, and not feel as though I am denying something to myself. Or denying something to those who might just want to read my creations. I dismiss the notion by telling myself my writing isn’t all that, the world will read other works and nothing will be missed. Yes, this is it. I am just a little fish in a big pond. But the other always creeps in and tells me it is not for me to decide. Write it the universe says, and it will handle the rest. My only responsibility is to love my craft and write it, whatever ‘it‘ may be.
I received a flood of revelations. Many welcomed, many not so welcomed. But all… Continue reading
lovin’ and livin’
This right here is my sweetie. That’s us. :: big grin::
Thought I’d post us lovin’ each other up.
Maverick is a wonderful man whom I’ve known for some time now. We were long distant friends by phone for a couple years. Over time, something developed.
We go everywhere together now. I have met just about all his friends. Have met (son) and spoken to (daughter) two of his children and have met most of his co-workers at his job in Indiana.
He has a lovely home and a very interesting town. However, we enjoy spending most of our time together in Pennsylvania, where I live. He is with me there virtually every weekend, and during the week we are on the phone practically all day. And I’m not a big phone person.
He’s met nearly all my friends and has enjoyed a wonderful week with me in Florida with my mother and sister. He’s met my daughters and they seem to approve. He thinks they are amazing young ladies.
What I cherish most about our relationship is we talk about EVERYTHING. And I mean EVERYTHING. He knows about ALL my past, including past boyfriends, my ex-husband, and a man I was seeing after my ex-husband. Sadly, that didn’t work out. Great man whom I will always love dearly; but life sometimes gets in the way of love. Magically, however, where one door closes another opens. Maverick was that open door, a new love more ready than the old. And more suited for who I am. He knows my entire life practically, and the trials I’ve been through. Well, I don’t think I told him about that time when at about 13 years old I tried to steal a mini stapler from a store cause I wanted it something fierce. :: blinking :: Kids. Aren’t we just bad sometimes? I… Continue reading
definition: tantric sex
Tantric sex is meditative, spontaneous and intimate lovemaking. Through it you learn to prolong the act of making love and to channel, rather than dissipate potent orgasmic energies moving through you, thereby raising the level of your consciousness.
Tantra transports your sexuality from the place of doing to the plane of being. There is no goal in Tantric Sex, only the present moment of perfect and harmonious union. Tantra teaches you to revere your sexual partner and to transform the act of sex into a sacrament of love.
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the twins
I know, I know. You’re wondering where I’ve been all day. Well, as you can see, I’ve had visitors who are a hand full. These little ladies are busy as bees and getting into everything now that they are crawling around and pulling themselves up. They seem determined to walk before 11 months old. They are 9 months old and power crawling like there is no tomorrow.
Finding a minute to do anything when they are here is challenging. But they are the sweetest things. They are happy babies who give very little trouble. My nieces spent a good portion of the afternoon pulling out the tape of an old cassette. Now how am I going to listen to it? No manners these two. Humph.
More on them to come….gotta run.
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